jordan

lj cut

2007-01-14T21:18:15Z

i'm deleting probably the majority of the lj friends i have on here
if i do, don't take it personally or anything
i'm just not going to be using this lj as much or at all anymore
so add my new one if you want to keep up

monochromglow.livejournal.com

<3

mystddance @ 2006-12-28T14:10:00

2006-12-28T22:05:21Z

oops.

favorite cousin <3

2006-11-26T07:35:11Z

my cousin sophia likes to "play models"
she's definately not going to be self concious in high school
or any other school for that matter
she can't get enough of herself hahaha

by the way, anything i'm doing in pictures that seems weird or stupid or something, she insisted i do. like hold fake turtles and pretend to eat plants

&three i took myself just because

she also really loves makeup
anything completely out of the ordinary she loves
and anything i love, she loves too
haha it's cute

pictures

2006-11-25T10:07:30Z

my foot just fell asleep
and like HALF of my leg too

have you ever been sitting weird and you go to get up and then you like fall over right away because it turns out while you were sitting all weird your foot fell asleep so you couldnt exactly walk on it ?
yeah i've done that a few times and it sucks

[old^]

mystddance @ 2006-11-24T16:16:00

2006-11-25T08:16:28Z

i love my friends
and PMSing sucks
end of story

farmers fair

2006-10-17T06:54:52Z

going to the farmers fair with taytay was SO much fun
just like we thought it would be :]

we hadn't seen each other for monthss but when we were together it was like we had just seen each other one day before. and we have so much in common
we were finishing each others sentences and starting them too
by saying/doing the EXACT same thing. which we both laughed at at the same time too
ahaha

riding on the zipper and making the angry ostrich face while watching our hair fly all over the place was ridiculously fun. i think it was because of all the motion and the tickly feeling in our tummies that made everything 10x funnier. but it was so much fun
we rode like everything. except for the big rides taylor didn't wanna go on
the ones we went on were still super fun

it was also fun pointing out MOOSE HAIR every time we saw him. and every other gothtard at the fair.

as we were walking around too taylor would point out like OH THATS WHERE WE ADF;JKASD;J LAST YEAR. or THATS WHERE THIS HAPPENED LAST YEAR. she remembered like EVERYTHING in really vivid detail
which is nuts. like when andy remembers things i say word for worrd
i'm like well dang.

oh yeah and he was supposed to go with us. along with taytays boyfriend clint
then we were going to switch for a couple minutes cause i still need to give her boyfriend THE TALK. and taytay wanted to talk to andy
but coool neither of them showed up.

so it was a timmy taytay day :]
AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT WE LOVE THOSEE.

cause i dont think anyone else would've done the things with me that me and her do together. except madeline really. who i love and MISS BTW.

well we'd be riding rides and make the angry ostrich face and stare awkwardly at people
angry ostrich face is like this btw
>:O
but with TEETH. yeah ostriches don't have teeth but in this ONE picture they do.
taytay &i know it.

but yeah creepy old mexicans checking me out isn't coo
and regular creepy old men checking taylor out
and this little 12 year old who claimed he was a sophmore
and well frankly everything else with a penis and a pulse was checking her out too
cause you know taytay is hawt ;]

when we left i was like aww its over
we forgot to take pictures too
but we don't need them to remember how much FUN IT WAS.
it's going to become a tradition for every year
at least till one of us moves too far to keep coming back for the fair

next year i'll have my lisence and own car so that'll be good too :]

so pretty much i love taytay
and timmy taytay days are amazing
&they need to happen more often

ILY TAYTAY<2

LKASJDF;LKAJSD;

2006-10-12T06:54:39Z

ohh my god
seriously the cutest little sun dress i've ever seen
~~someone buy me this for my birthday PLEASE !~~
BARRY BOUGHT IT FOR ME. AS AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT.
YAY BFFS
it's SO CUTE<3

SERIOUSLY SO CUTE.

my birthday is on NOVEMBER 18th btw !

ps. THANKS BARRY :]

:]

2006-10-10T04:42:12Z

the whole being worried thing passed pretty much
it usually does

this weekend is going to be SO MUCH FUN THOUGH
me &taytay and andy and her boyfriend
rides and fair f00dz and a LLAMA

i also have my permit so i'll be driving.
well with my mom in the front seat
but still coo

and the people posting shit on taylors livejournal need to get lives
seriously

taylor is one of the most amazing friends i've ever had
they could never measure up to her or even hope to think about it
yeah just so you all know :]

3

2006-10-09T08:07:48Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jordan
2. TIMMY
3. jordy [but ONLY nostacia can call me that]

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. wtfff JORDAN
2. so radioactiive
3. murder ohmurder

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm completely loyal &trustworthy
2. i'm coo
3. i do the flamingo

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i can be naive
2. i procrastonate a LOT
3. i worry too easily

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. ITALIAN
2. german
3. russian &irish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders
2. being alone in life
3. dying slowly

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. underwear
2. eyeliner
3. cell phone

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. cute booty shorts i bought at forever 21 :]
2. OLD camo pj bottoms
3. and a big shirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. RID, STG, POSTAL SERVICE, DEATH CAB, &MEW are constants
2. the early november
3. abacabb

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. 1000 TIMES<3 by the early november
2. close yet far by cky
3. my love by justin timberlake

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. HAHA SOMETHINNG
2. getting drunk
3. alksgjf;asdjf

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. the small cute things
2. no cheating/doing scandalous things online/lies
3. consistency

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. my toes are cold
2. andys room is always cold
3. i'm not a virgin

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERABLE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. CUTE PERSONALITY
2. cute smile
3. not a playa

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. hitting my brother with a pillow.
2. buy. buy. buy more bags.
3. picking an outfit for tomorrow.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO PRETTY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. kiss andy
2. snap my fingers and have my homework all be done
3. cuddle with andy

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. stock broker
2. running a personal business
3. teacher

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. ENGLAND !!
2. paris !
3. SUNNYDALE

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. CECILIA
2. brooklyn
3. faith

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. have sex somewhere you're not supposed to
2. fall in love
3. make something of myself

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i burp really loud and then laugh
2. my mind's in the gutter half the time
3. i laugh at immature things ?

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. don't go in public without at LEAST eyeliner
2. i always wear skirts
3. i am attracted to boys

FIVE CELEBRITIES I'D TOTALLY DO MAKE SWEET SWEET LOVE TO:
1. S
2. P
3. I
4. K
5. E

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. doesn't
2. really
3. matter

lurk

2006-09-02T11:00:51Z

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? yess
2. Slept in a different bed? who hasn't
3. Made out in a movie theatre? nah
4. Made out with 2 different people in one night? not that I remember
5. Thought your cousin was hot? ew noo
6. Been in love? nope
7. Slept in? every day. &till 6:30 pm with andy today
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? nope
9. Gone over the speed limit? noo
10. Painted your room? not myself

11. Drove a car? mhm
12. Danced in front of your mirror? haha when i was like 10
13. Gotten a hickey? i have a few at the moment actually. i'll probably end up using most of my cover up trying to hide them from my parents
14. Been dumped? yep
15. Stolen money from a friend? neverr
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? mhmm
17. Been in a fist fight? nah
18. Snuck out of your house? yesss
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yeeah
20. Been arrested? nope. but i've ridden in the back of a police car with someone who waas arrested

21. Made out with a stranger? just kissed one
22. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
23. Had a crush on your neighbor? a few years ago
24. Ditched school to do something more fun? no
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex? mmhm. just last night &the night before
26. Seen someone die? just in movies
27. Been on a plane? couple times
28. Kissed a picture? yes hahah
29. Slept in until 3? yesss
30. Love someone or miss someone right now? miss

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? i loove doing that. as long as its not on grass. cause grass makes you itchyyy
32. Made a snow angel? when i was little
33. Played dress up? when i was little
34. Cheated while playing a game? when i was littlee
35. Been lonely? pfft who hasn't
36. Fallen asleep at work/school? when i was in regular school, i used to all time
37. Gotten Drunk? not yet
38. Felt an earthquake? mhm
39. Touched a snake? touched &held one
40. Ran a red light? no

41. Been suspended from school? noo
42. Had detention? only ocr. and just a couple of times
43. Been in a car? NO NEVER
44. Hated the way you look? i used to most of the time. i've just gotten used to my appearence over time
45. Witnessed a crime? yess.
46. Been lost? yeeah when i was little. &at disneyland it sucked
47. Been to the opposite side of the country? naw
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? probably
49. Cried yourself to sleep? not for a while
50. Sang karaoke? yep

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? haha yeess
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? like once or twice
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
54. Kissed in the rain? noo but i want to
55. Sung in the shower? &danced
56. Had a dream that you married someone? probably. i just forget
57. Played getting married? just when i was little
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no wayy
59. Ever gone to school partially nude? haha no
60. Been slutty? nahh.

61. Sat on a roof top? yes
62. Didn't take a shower for a week? eww noo
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? yeahh
64. Played chicken? yep
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yess. i wouldn't have minded if they didn't throw me in all fast &made me get my hair wet.
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
67. Broken a bone? no
68. Been easily amused? all the time
69. Laugh so hard you cry? i love doing that :]
70. Cheated on a test? yes

71. Forgotten someone's name? yeah. i forget peoples birthdays more though
72. Blacked out from drinking? no
73. Played a prank on someone? haha yeah. &scared/suprised people
74. Gone to a late night movie? yes
75. Made love to anything not human? ew noo
76. Failed a class? few times
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? i don't think so
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? never
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? yess with madeline :]

81. Thrown strange objects? yesss
82. Felt like someone? yeah. i don't like feeling like anyone but myself though. unless its someone supa fly like a tv idol
83. Thought about running away? once or twice. but i was dumb back then
84. Ran away? no. bffl has though
85. Had detention and not attend it? nah. ima good girl in that sense
86. Made parents cry? yeah :/
87. Cried over someone? hah yeah
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? i wanted to at one point
89. Dated someone more than once? no
90. Have a dog? two

91. Own an instrument? yes but i don't play it
92. Been in a band? when i was like 12 i wanted to form one. but who didn't when they were little ?
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day? probably not. but lots of fantas
94. Broken a cd? yeah. never again though. its hard and the broken cd peices are sharp
95. Shot a gun? held
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? yeeah. and other things on the computer too
98. Have a crush on someone right now? mhm
99. Have a religion? nope
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral? not really. but I used to think about what people would do after I died

thought

2006-08-05T08:07:07Z

my parachute didn't open
and when my backup failed, the pixie dust prevailed
and I woke up next to you
all I wanted was to hold you

I was born in a city
however small, it held a hospital
for location where I came into being
it was all downhill from there

what do you do when your life's a disaster
and you're moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say to someone who's right
but you disagree, even if it's the truth

I was told you are depressed
by a little bird that was severely hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered "I am hated"

your genetic flaws
I said say it all
you can't decipher reflections from reality
but neither can I
I notice neither can I, I notice neither can I

I love the sound &the lyrics of that song
you know that kind of music you listen to that's just inspiring ?
I love that kind of music
I love blasting it in my walkman so I can be outside
to lay down and watch the sky change. and watch planes go through the sky

I always wonder about other peoples lives when I watch planes go through the sky, cars go by in the freeway, or just people walking around in malls
I watch and wonder what their life is like. I think about what they are thinking and wonder why they are thinking it
and I also noticed I can tell what someones personality is going to be like by watching their movements for a minute. their facial expressions when something happens ect ect
maybe I'm just creepy because I watch people in malls ?
haha I don't know. but I also wonder about where people are going
as in where they are walking, driving, or flying to. or just where their life is going

lately I've also been thinking about why I am here
and how I don't want to be just another cadaver in the end
I want to change lives. I want to impact people
I want to do small things that are so much bigger to some people, if you know what I mean
I want to be known and remembered.

sometimes I really think I think too deep into things

^{I am simply just a blur.}

mystddance @ 2006-07-24T03:51:00

2006-07-24T10:55:22Z

AnAvRiN878: i dont know how you have such luck
AnAvRiN878: i swear all these boys are dumb
dont lurk: hahahah
AnAvRiN878: you are such a catch
dont lurk: every single boy i get
dont lurk: is a whore and a liar
AnAvRiN878: its bullshit though jordan
AnAvRiN878: i swear if the boys knew you
AnAvRiN878: and like
AnAvRiN878: fucking grew some eye balls
AnAvRiN878: and a brain
AnAvRiN878: i just dont understand how they do it to you
AnAvRiN878: its like they cant fully understand you and it scares them
AnAvRiN878: or something
AnAvRiN878: i dont know
AnAvRiN878: your basically eeverything that anyone could ever want
AnAvRiN878: yet you get passed by
AnAvRiN878: its just weird jordan